So here i am... more aware than ever that my life sucks, and i'm definetely all messed up... i've put myself out of life... nobody counts on me, but how could that ever hapen if i don't even count on me. I feel like I've lost the most importants things in my life, the wishes of live through it, and the friends... my bests friends. ther're all in this new moments of their lives, where my person doesn't fit ...
So... i'm all alone... and i've never felt this alone, 'tll now