Keep Smiling

It's been a long time since the last post in here. There's a lot of thing that have going on in my life these weeks, some of them are just wonderful, and some of them not so wonderful, however, all of them have made me growing up a little bit, have teach me about life, love, lies, friendship and family.
I've discover a hole new perspective of life... and I also learned who is really with me in the bad times and the good times. But the most thing i have learned, is how to love myself and how hard it is doing the right thing when your feelings are telling you not to do it.
But I feel tired though i know things are quite fine right now, it's just i feel so much responsibility in the things that are not completely my thing, my issue. But when someone you love needs you, you're suppose to support that person, be with that person, be stronger than that person. And it's hard when is you the one who begins to need support, and need someone else. But it can't be that person who is needing you.

I just feel exhausted, givin' people support and love and care, i do it gladly because i love them, but i need that too, and i miss people, and i want to be with the ones who can't be with me yet. And it hurts so bad. But i'm still here, waiting, wanting, wishing.

But i'm still here, and i keep smiling through everything that's been and it's going to be. I just a little pushing.

'cause after everything, it's the hardest things in life, the things that brings you most joy and happiness. The joy of pull through everything good or bad, easy or hard. It's the best lesson you can learn, and it's the most honest and delightful smile you can ever do.